Monday, August 15, 2011

General

Fragapane Phobia. Guilty

Yeah, wanted to blog frequently but I'm too packed with school, school and still school.
Pheew, luckily, certain things in my life had been settled and I wanna things to remain as it is because if I need to handle any other things beside my studies, I will collapse.

I thank God, for their forgiveness and thank God (once again) to give me the courage to walk down since the breakdown. I swear, there's one point, I nearly chose to quit school and move to London for a new start but there's far way too many things I can't let go here. I will prove that I knew my mistakes and I'm changing.

For him, I really hope he will forgive for what I did that night.

One reason, I stop mentioning someone was, I don't wanna let someone be involve so much anymore. People ask, I say, "Let nature take course". I kept saying, I'm ready to face it but the actual fact was, I'm dying inside already. There's still that something deep down inside that pulled me back. Boy, this ain't easy. Please understand.

Too many haters out there for me to bother, for me to mention individually, they're just some passer-by whom I can not care much. As long as they don't interrupt my life, I won't bother their's. It's too tiring to hate, try loving each other because one day you'll never know who will stay put, even if it's the person you hate most now. Note.




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