It's time to live for yourself, girl

Hi, I'm taking a break from this hypocrite cyber world.
My phone, my facebook, my tumblr, my twitter and my blog
In this whole passage, this particular "you" I'm referring to doesn't only relate to one person. And I open after reading this, you will understand.

I made it a mess, I apologize and tried to amend it. I cried, I tried and I'm tired.
Not only for this, it's been a few months. Even before 31st December. I'm sorry about that incident.
Scold all you want, be cold to me. I'm fine. I'm not a good gf in both ways and I also understand how you feel about me treating you that night. I'm sorry.

Just so you know, I have always regard you as first in heart.
Be it outing or birthdays or what, I tried to do it nicely but I think I made a mess during that two months, I deserve it. Yes, I do.

All I wanted to say is, all the best for everything and hopefully.
I did cherished and regretted what I'd done.