Memories are the best photos.
Well, it's kinda true because no matter how beautiful the pictures are they won't be able to tell the real story only memories can.
Anyway, I finally changed into a much decent or pretty much I like more theme for my lil space here for everyone. I guess I will stick to this for a longer time and perhaps update here a lil more often than before. I used to blog a lot like almost everyday but I got kinda lazy and stuff so that explains everything. Anyway, I'm here to update whatsup in my life..
Me!
Paranoid Kid, Yes I am :D
THEM!
Yes, we finally have time to meetup! I love them so much and that they will still be what I have. Well, we may looked fake to others but who the fuck cares so long as we care about each other. Six of us have our own friends, our close friends, our bfs, our school and stuff but whenever one is in trouble we'll always be there for each other. We don't keep major secrets with each other. Cut short, I really love them and really am happy to know them despite years of quarreling and stuff. Well, fate brought us 6 back together
HIM!
For big-time-gossipers, yes, I admit we nearly broke off. Well, he's really good when he is but sometimes different people has different way of looking at things and maybe that's the reason why we took the wrong path. Till then, we decided to give each other another chance to see if we're really meant to be. When I'm with him everything seems good and loving. We're great but whenever he's with his friends, I don't know. It just feels weird. Maybe because all his friends and their gfs know each other since secondary school therefore they hit off well and felt like an insider but for me, I don't. It's like they got invited but I'm there because I'm his gf. Well, the feeling sucks alright? I tried to blend in but everytime all I can do is keep quiet and wait for him to talk to me. Another reason might be, we always sort of quarrel infront of his friends. It makes me loses pride and stuff but well, idc. After all these ranting and stuff, I'd decided to let it go. He wants to smoke, go out with his friends and stuff I'm fine with anything. Only then we won't quarrel. Trust, time will find it back I guess? So does the feelings.
Anyway, I finally changed into a much decent or pretty much I like more theme for my lil space here for everyone. I guess I will stick to this for a longer time and perhaps update here a lil more often than before. I used to blog a lot like almost everyday but I got kinda lazy and stuff so that explains everything. Anyway, I'm here to update whatsup in my life..
Me!Paranoid Kid, Yes I am :D
Basically, I think people do change right? especially when they feel that is needed. So mainly because of Poly and my own relationship, I've changed. People who knows me well will think that I'm listener not a talker. I don't talk on phones, well I listen though I will not give much relevant solutions but still. For people for don't know me well, you might think I'm quiet or anti-social but actual fact is I don't open my mouth and speak up to you guys. It's really hard for me to speak up or initiate a topic with strangers or friends I'm not close with so please pardon me but whatever it is I won't change this fact that I'm like this. Another thing is, I really dislike people calling me DEB well, actually I'm fine but argh, I just don't like it. Last thing is, I know I'm at height 163, weight 44-46 but I'm seriously trying my very best to eat a lot a lot already so please -.- I do not like my weight and how skinny I am now. I look so skinny that I have no confidence in wearing anything or whatever.
THEM!Yes, we finally have time to meetup! I love them so much and that they will still be what I have. Well, we may looked fake to others but who the fuck cares so long as we care about each other. Six of us have our own friends, our close friends, our bfs, our school and stuff but whenever one is in trouble we'll always be there for each other. We don't keep major secrets with each other. Cut short, I really love them and really am happy to know them despite years of quarreling and stuff. Well, fate brought us 6 back together
HIM!For big-time-gossipers, yes, I admit we nearly broke off. Well, he's really good when he is but sometimes different people has different way of looking at things and maybe that's the reason why we took the wrong path. Till then, we decided to give each other another chance to see if we're really meant to be. When I'm with him everything seems good and loving. We're great but whenever he's with his friends, I don't know. It just feels weird. Maybe because all his friends and their gfs know each other since secondary school therefore they hit off well and felt like an insider but for me, I don't. It's like they got invited but I'm there because I'm his gf. Well, the feeling sucks alright? I tried to blend in but everytime all I can do is keep quiet and wait for him to talk to me. Another reason might be, we always sort of quarrel infront of his friends. It makes me loses pride and stuff but well, idc. After all these ranting and stuff, I'd decided to let it go. He wants to smoke, go out with his friends and stuff I'm fine with anything. Only then we won't quarrel. Trust, time will find it back I guess? So does the feelings.
Well, that's all I should want all to know so shutthefuckup for badmouthing behind our back! Anything just come straight to us, we'll be glad to answer all your doubt. Well, I guess, we're all peace. And Pray hard for Japan ):
Will be back with more (:
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