Dedications (: [edited]

It's dedication time! :D
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Chapter 1

Time flies, 5 years passed just like this.
Many many things happened, many many things changed, many many ppl changed.
Secondary 1, everyone was childish enough for not cherishing what they have.
1n2, we can be a very very bonded class, but because of us girls, we fought almost everyday, giving those guys free movies. The most interesting fight was our Chinese girls table fight.
LOLS! thinking of it now, it's kinda funny, we treated like as though Ms Tsao wasn't there.
Sorry Ms Tsao, we're still young then. Another was, when we had a toliet fight.
Rmb? 10 all more of us fought with Visha? I think it's over some silly stuff and I kicked that dustbin down. Ended up, we all got a demerit point. I think, that's the only moment we ever got bond together.

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Secondary 2, I was at my everybody-hates-Debbie period.
Toughest period for most of us, I guess?
I actually do not have much stuff in my head during this period.
I'm a stuck-up then. I'm one hateful bitch.
I met my first love and I think he's the one who treated me the best.
I got into a relationship with him during June and started to neglect my friends.
My good friends, my studies even my CCA.
Because of my foolishness, I lost 2 of my good friends and in the end, everybody hates me.
I admit that, I was rather stuck-up at that moment. I'm sorry.

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Secondary 3, I got really hurt during February.
That's when DESY ever got close.
I broke up with him. It was during CNY.
Aloysius comforted me. Weirdos. ESY too. I even got drunk at Leon's house.
They are the ones who stood by me during my difficult time.
Anyway, Weirdos was formed on 9 Feb 2007.
We got together well but I guess, at that point of time we're all pretentious.
Ended up, we split into different cliques. Eventually hating each other.
One of the reason was, I got into another relationship unintentionally.
I was supposed to help. Thinking back, I'm such a bitch.

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Secondary 4, this is the period where Aloysius, Elaine, Leon, Shermain, Yiying and I got together as one and I've found many other good friends too.
Good things usually don't last long. 2 guys fought. I broke up.
Everything was in a mess. Many many things were going on during this stage.
DESY got into a huge fight. Luckily 24 December saved our friendship.
That was also the day I met my 3rd him.

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Secondary5, I got into a damn stupid relationship.
I was so so so fucked up!
He's the worst bastard I'd ever seen.
Damn. Luckily, bad things don't last long too :D
Things was getting better till he ruin everything up himself.
He thinks leaving us will make us feels better.
That's his own thinking. He doesn't thinks for others.
Life got better with ESY though there's small quarrels in between.
There's one stage where I realise, I'm so god damn in love with them.
At times, I do miss them in the middle of the night. Cranky huh?
That period was also the period which I find myself different.
A change of character I guess?
I used to be selfish, I used to want all the attention on me, I used to want to be good-friend with many ppl, I used to care about what other thinks or looked at me but now, things changed.
I will think of them first, I will put all faults on me, I do not like to have attention, I just want to be good to them, I don't care about how others think about me. I dont like to talk to girls, close good friends knows that. I love talking to guys (call me flirt or whatever, childish freaks) because I think ? eh? no idea why but I love ESY a lot.
Ohya, I found my 4th and hopefully, the last love.
He's good to me, though he doesn't really show it out.
Others may think he sucks at things but, I know he don't.
Though I'm always angry with him but come to think of it, I will rather cherish.
Baby, I love you :D

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Chapter 2

My ladies and gents:

Part 1

Elaine,
Hi my dear girl :D
We've been one hateful bitch to each other ever since we first met? I guess?
We fought the most and yet we became close good friends. Fate I guess?
You're the one who knows what I'm thinking of. Thank you.
I'm sorry that I once stabbed you. I have no idea why I did that too.
I'm sorry that I once talked bad about you.
I'm sorry that I once be a fake Debbie infront of you.
I'm sorry to make you cry.
I'm sorry to make you feel hurt.
I'm sorry that I broke my promise to you often.
I'm sorry. I know I sometimes give you a very fake feeling but as you know, I'm like this.
Sorry but I'm truthful to you now.
I'm loving you so much each day :D
(nothing wrong to say I love you)

Shermain
Hi my precious girl,
We quarreled the most among the 4 of us.
You're the one who I always turn to. Thank you.
I know I caused you to be really upset over him.
I'm sucha bitch that time. I'm really really sorry.
I'm sorry I once hated you.
I'm sorry I once suspected you. Though I forgot it's about what.
I'm sorry for picking a fight with you always.
I'm sorry for those harsh words that I once used on you.
Same, I'm loving you so much each day :D

Yiying
Hi my lovable girl,
You're one kinda girl that I ever met.
We ain't close in the beginning, but still fate pull us close tgt.
Work and swimming lesson.
You're the one who will stand up for me while working. Thank you.
I'm sorry that I once thought you were selfish.
I'm sorry for not treating you better.
Same, I'm loving you so much each day :D

ESY
I love you 3 equally. Seriously I do.
Shermain, this is your answer.
Her question: Why must you always put the blame on yourself even if it wasn't your fault?
Because, I feel that I owe it to you 3.
Basically, I don't want the 4 of us to break off.
We have been through so many so many things, we have seen through so many so many people, and I believe that our love will be stronger than any other friendship out there :D
We're one clique that others will be jealous of.
I want us to continue, so when it comes to small matter, why can't I take the blame and then we continue? Afterall, we know each other well. At least better than the rest.
I just want you 3 to know, you ladies have been a really good support for me throughout my difficult time and I really really enjoy being with you all.

Part 2

Leon
Hi brother!
First, I'm sorry for the past.
Going to you, when I needed you.
I'm really really sorry.
I just want you to know, you have been a really really good brother for me.
Really thank you for all the things you had done/said to me.
As like them, I'm loving you so much each day :D

Joshua
Hi buddy!
We started off well because of CO I guess?
Well, thanks for standing by me in CO when I needed you.
You've been a great help to me when I'm in trouble.
Thanks dude, I love you too :D

Shirley
Hi pretty lady!
Though I don't talk to you much but I know you care for me.
I want you to know that I care and really wants to talk to you more!
Thanks for being there for me when I'm in need for comfort.
Thanks for being such a sweet friend.
I love you too :D

Jasmin
Hi crazy girl!
You're one crazy hell.
I want you to know that, though we always say that you're damn irritating but we care for you.
Okay? so don't always put the blame on yourself.
Don't be afraid alright?
I love you too :D

Theron
Thanks to Shermain, I got a chance to really know you!
You're one good listener :D
Thanks for being so gentlemen to me though we're always fight :D
Thanks for letting me bully you too while working!
Thanks for the accompany when everyone was busy sleeping :D
Dont be an asshole to think that I won't think of you!
I love you too!

Gerald
I have no idea when did we started to ever chat but you're great and I want you to know that, whenever I text/find you isn't because I'm bored or what.
I dont know how to put it in words, but just don't think it that way.
You're just like a real young brother to me :D
I love you too :D

Bel
Oh man! You're one crazy kind too!
I love the way you gossip with me!
Thanks for sharing so many so many things with me too!
Thanks for those comforting words.
You're just so hopelessly cute! :D
I love you too :D

Doph
You know I love you!
I care a lot about you. I have no idea why.
For you, I admit I'm bias ): but maybe because you're the only jnr I can talk to well?
Thanks for the times that you stood by me esp last yr's CO camp.
:D I love you too!

Melody Gian
I just want you to know, you're one special friend to me :D
I love you too!

Tricia and Cassandra
We're once close.
We once fought.
We once hated each other.
But now, I just want you two to know, I never regretted having you two as my friend.
Sorry for those harsh words.
I love you too!

2n2o6' and 5n1o9'
I really love with you all as a class although there's many many drama once every month.
I love many of you :D

John, Zaiyuan, Sihao
Thanks you 3!
If it wasn't for you all, I doubt I'll survive in CO.
Really thanks for those help during my difficult times in CO, only the 3 of you believe that I can manage them well.
I love you too! :D

Strings
I'm very very very pleased to have this bunch of headache juniors :D
I have many many good snrs in it too :D
I see hardship and teamwork whenever we turn up for competitions or performances.
Though I always scold you all but the fact is I love you all a lot :D

Visha
I'm sorry too.

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Chapter 3

ps: what I'm going to typed next it's going to be really really hateful and bitchy but if I don't say, I'll be pretensions again. Since that person wants to know how I'm feeling towards him or her, I shall just type it out :D fair?

Not my ladies and gents


Aloysius
I have no idea why you did all this?
Why must you think everyone out there will do the same thing?
Why must you label everyone with the same tag?
Why must you turn your face away so fast?
Now, you're even so nasty towards others.
So you think by doing this, we will hate you?
Well then, you succeeded. But let me tell you, we used to say we wont be happy without you.
We used to say we won't be happier without you.
We used to say we will be there for you, we wanted you to trust us.
Now, we're saying sorry, get out of our life.
We're saying, why is he like that.
Sorry but I know we're mean.
Sorry but thanks for those things you had done for us but I guess the 4 of us had had enough and already repaid everything.

Jazreel
I have no idea why you must be like this?
Why can't you be a good friend to them?

Nayaggan
Yea, I don't wish to talk to you, know why?
Because I don't like to talk to people who don't face up to reality.
Happy with that answer? and,
Ain't you tired being a double head?

Yeeteng
What's the problem with you?
Didnt you say you will come and find us if we ever so-called-diao you?
Come on, who you think you are?
Princess? Fat hope!
To be honest, I don't like you.
Happy? I know you've been stalking my blog for dk how long.
I know, you've been bootlicking your snrs so that you can have good relationship with them.
But pls, what you're doing won't work long.
I'm still waiting for you to come and find me.
Since you're so so so sure that I won't flare up by your doings.
We shall see k?
Just a word, stop being so bitchy, change before it's too late.
You think everyone likes you?
Come on, they're just like you, pretentious.

2008 few Sec 4e (too many to type out)
Stop being so stuck-up.
I tried to be nice but you all just threw it away.
I have no idea why you all disliked us so much but I thought you guys have the brains?
Come on, didn't your teacher teach you?
Never judge a book by it's cover.
If that's how you choose your friends, I feel sad for you.

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Alright! I'm done with my Secondary school life.
(sorry for those typing or spelling error-lazy to change)