Damn, I feel so fked up now.

Fking insecure feeling.

Studies, Both relationships.

I'm tired, if I'd another chance, I will want everything to restart again.

Without losing my pretties. Study well. Know him again.

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Browse through my photo album, HPYS, Class Updated, Friendships.

Deleted most of the photos that consist you.

Do you know that because of you, I have so many beautiful photos with my pretties that I have to delete?

Elaine's 16th Birthday, Cold storage, Ferris wheel, but luckily, you didnt turn up for one event.

24th December, the night that we quarrel so badly. 

25th December, the night we enjoyed so much without you. Photos showed only the 4 happy faces.

All along, there's only the 6 of us! SIX!
You're just a hell, crazy dream that I am regretting to even have it in the first place.
Yes, I know I'm bad, but who cares? You fucking hurt me so much.
You, created so many things in between us indirectly.
Yes, I hated you from that very day. I already repay you by letting you to create all this nonsense.

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After reading, that doesnt make any sense to me.

I dont like this feelings.

It sucks big time.

I want back the good old time.

I won't give in all the time anymore but you better not regret.

History sometimes do repeat. I dont wish that to happen on us.

I'm not someone just to replace anyone's loneliness.

No other comments.

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Pretties, I'm sorry if I'd neglected any of you these days.

Pardon me.

I still love the 3 of you as much.

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Mugging in process