Saturday, June 21, 2008

Just let me cry for one night, please.


It used to be a pair on 23rd Feb


how we started :D
"...everyday sleep so late..."
"I'm very willing to try this for you"
"no matter who..."
"my shy girl..."
"I love you"
"...sorry honey"
"...100% say I love you"



Thanks for your explanation and I think I know your answer.
Study is still more important then anything else.

Thanks for everything, literally everything,
but I'm wondering, since you already had the intention to tell me,
then why still accept my flowers?
why still bother to meet me?
why still hug me like you use to?

It's my fault,
if I were to bear with the pain that night and walk home in my heels, then...

I had a lot of things to say, but I just dont know how?
I want to make our relationship a memorable one but I dont know how?
You gave me too much blank after I saw that conversation that someone send me.
You cant give up your study because you wants your future to be good,
thats why the thing you have to give up is me and that you have to upset me.

I guess you thought I would put it all behind me after you told me,
but there's still a lot of question popping out of my mind.
there's a lot of feelings that remains,
there's always something right there to remind me of you.
but because of you, I had no choice but to put it all down.
Boy, it ain't easy.
when I hear our song, I had all the flash backs.
How I wish I could press rewind and undone every single bit.

People start asking me to forget you,
asking me to delete every single msg/photos of my memory.
But I just don't have the strength to part with them yet,
some things a girl can never forget.

I dont know if you were to hardly cry for this?
But my feeling tells me the positive answer.
I wonder when you gave me that "ya" to my question, how you're feeling.

On the 23rd, after I pass you your things, that will be fullstop for the both of us. (as what we both agree)

You hope to be friends, my answer is positive.
But give me time. Time kills the pain.

All the best (:


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how we ended.
"I've got somthing..."
"Sorry"
"Thank you so much but..."
"I've lost my feelings"
"I cant cope both..."
"..either her or studies"
"...she'll be disappointed, my future..."
"ya"

23rd June, they're going different ways.

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