alright
im sorry to you okay??
as everyone says it's all my fault it's all my doings it's all my talking that influence ppl
i had enough of all this le
really
sooner or later im going to breakdown
with all this who will understand what actually is really going between us?
everyone was like commenting me w/o making the facts right, sayng that im the one in fault & im not to blame you but do they know what is going on?
everyone saw you crying like hell & they srted all those commenting
it isn't fair to me alright?
really
i just want you to change & carry on with our friendship & guess what others say?
i only want what i wanted & nvr cared bout you
but does anyone care bout me?
how i feel when she did those things?
i'm writing all these not because i want to show everybody or what
i just need sth to vent on
so pls everyone stop giving me those comments
i have faults too but think bout it she too have fault
just because i wrote all that in my blogg you guys started to have your own "imagination"
think first before you comment & if you dare to comment then pls use your REAL name!


To Ms lim:
i promise you to do what im suppose to do & i did it le
what i wrote above isn't trying to show or say sth to someone
& thanks for everything you said to me
although somehow it does hurt & kinda not fair but as you said you don't know what is going on

To Ms toh:
xin ku ni le
with us for 1 year plus le
& we're still giving you trouble
but then we'll still be your best 3n1-4n1

To Elaine, Yiying, Shermain
thanks for whatever you guys did
but everybody just thinks tht i'm the one to bring you guys to dislike her
the pressure i had is unbearable but then i won't give up that easily derh (:

To Zaiyuan:
i'm sorry for not being a very good SL & i know that myself
with 2 months 1 week left
i promise i will make a different to Strings

To John:
i understand what you're trying to tell me today
but maybe you could try standing in other ppl's shoe
maybe you'll understand how me & ur "her" feel
although she is gou fen le yi dian but then try to forgive & forget bah
saying is so much easier then doing
as i nvr ever succeed in doing that