ytd, woke up @ around 10 plus. going to be late for my work
rush through all the way
had my breadfast & everything done went down to store happily (cox hasn;t not been working for long), put on my cap & name tag got everything ready for 11 am.
TIME REACHED!
punch my card, shuling ask me go DB.
whoo long time never go there le...
talking to the lobby girl (can't say who)
(in between something happen will relate to the later part of my post)
waiting for 3 pm..
at around that time junjie came in help me serve a few customer then went back to his counter front(think so) to call samuel to take over him, helped him to stock up before i leave...
walked in happily to punch out took a cup of drink went back to crew room took my pencil case cum bag.
wanted to put my cap in then i notice sth is missing inside
MY HANDPHONE!!!
i thought my maneger were playing a fool with me asked them they answered me seriously & the answer is NO!
then i was like WTF like don't know what to do!
told shuling she called the person involve then things got real
my unlce came to pick me up (have to go my cousin house for party)
told him my phone is lost he called my mum (shoud be)
shuling asked me to go home first anything she will call my mum
can't believe i did this!!
I CRIED INFRONT OF THEM!! (tw,dj,sl & those in the kitchen!!)
haiz didn't expect this thing to to happen on mee agn! & I LOVE THAT PHONE ALOT!!
birthday gift from my mum, suddenly felt that i had let my mother down):
hurhurs, 妈妈对不起，我比任何人还来的伤心):
cried all the way back home
don't want go for the party but my mum said is my kor 21st birthday 一生人只有一次 (& after alot of consoling & pulling) then i took my clothes in to my bathroom bathed came out & im still crying.
the journey towards my cousin house im still dropiing my tears
mummy asked me not to drop tears infornt of them (she's very sad too)
reached their house faked a smile out.
my aunt asked my why is my nose so red (i really feel like crying out) i told her that im very tired.
after cutting of cakes & all other stuff .
went back to lot with my mum & uncle
shuling & my mum talked.
mummy wanted to call the police but inside my heart i don't want to give trouble to mac.
went back home i'm really very angry very!
shouted in my room went out shouted @ my mum then i went back to my room too (mummy i'm sorry should not have vent my anger on you)
but ireally feel like beating someone up
haiz...
night time i called up elaine & told her
chatted till 2 am (cool) told her what i wanted to told her long ago



this morning woke up had everything done at home went to school walked to co room
first person i told is trica
she was surprise too ):
went over to junda cassandra & 3 juniors that side
told jd that i lost my phone
think he's afraid that i'm not okay so he kept asking me that m i okay?? but i can't hold my tears back anymore so i cried out (awhile) infornt of them ):



i'm very sad really
500 bucks fly away!
ARGHH!!



worst thing
tmr we have the internal music exchange thingy audition
then was like not fair la!
REALLY!!!



don't wish to continue my position in CO
just like what zaiyuan say " only ppl like us understand each other"
tricia said that she pei fu me that i can handle such a big group but in fact i did not do my job that well ):
sorry..today in FO strings is really in a very pathetic state
almost all my sec 3 did not turn up.
i was like?? what i'm i going to do next..
very tired.