HAPPY BIRTHDAY FANGYU!!
you're love by me :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEON!!
you're loved :D

My grandparents are back (:

Hellos (: I'm back from Changi :D

Tags Replies :D

Elaine & Shermain: Rest assure I will blog about it derh and you two think what? My tag board for you two to rebuke arh? Lols hahas

Yes, I hate you or ?

Literally hate you! One month past, not much flash backs in the beginning though. But these few days I kept thinking back of the past, thinking whether to continue taking back my money, whether will there still br a chance, whether what my answer will be. Whenever I open my file and I saw that long-ago-abandon folder, I've got that urge to kill every memory I had with you and think that why am I so stupid to listen to your sweet-talks and accepted your promise, which now turned out to be a fearful nightmare for me nightly. You were once so cute, so nice, so hearty to me, You had the power to made me trust you so much, made me quarrel with her, made me hate her so much, made me wait for your call daily, made me worry, made me think of you even if I'm not in Singapore, made me walked the whole mall just to get sth for you, made me plead my friends for a loan to let our date successful and now you had the power to made me cry, made me hate you so so much, made me think that it's okay to collect the money back, made me think that I'm the baddie you're the good, made me hate males so much, made me had no trust in no one, made me so exhausted, made me forget how to love someone and made me forget what's the feeling of being love. I don't want to hate you but because of your pride, your everything, made me felt so digusted, made me feel that you're not worth my tears, made me regret..

you're such a dalliance, don't know how to love a girl? that's totally bullshit! Which guy does that? or are you not one?Yes, I've lost that feelings but why am I always still looking out for you? Why am I thinking back the past, the sweet-talks, the places, the songs & the memories we once had. I hate it!

26th Saturday

-Pulled up by Mummy

-Viewed her machine which cost 7000 bucks plus

-Went Orchard for Wallet but to no avail.

-Saw 97.8(?) searching for Singapore PCD

-Homed & Help Mummy in her tarts

27th Sunday

Woke up at 9.30am. Met Shermain @ Lot 1 Mac.

Had Happy Meal and I got my Jingjing :D but sad to say that I missed out Beibei, now I can't have the 5 of them ):

Anyways, I'm eating my beehoon secretly and that Junjie caught me T.T

Did our homework, in between we were chatting lols and we concluded that those who sat beside us are rich people.

Shermain literally LOL again!

She tried to suck the ice-cream with her straw but she failed to and she LOL and me sitting infront of her had to say sorry to the malay family beside us -.-

After that, she bought another set of meal. Happy meal this time and after eating she played with her corn sauce with my ice-cream!

Before leaving, pulled her to take a shot with me but end up 1st 2 shots are the no-ready ones

This is what Shermain will do when she's bored -.-
Trust me, She's capable to do anything when she's bored.

Here comes the funny part...

We went City Chain for search of someone's present.
Stayed there for a long time as we can't decide which design to get for her.
(and hope I rmb to bring tmr)
Fianlly, we choose the perfect one. That guy helped us packed and keyed in the code in his computer and Shermain was laughing to herself. She turned to me.
Shermain: Debbie..
Me: ?
Shermain: I forgot to bring my card.
Me: Huh?!!
Shermain: (Showed me her wallet)
Me: HUH!!!! OMGZZZZZZZ, Checked our ez-link card slot.
Shermain: Dont have!!
Me: (Turned to that guy) Sorry sorry, wait wait wait, dont key first, we'll come bacl ltr and collect pls help me keep.
It's so embarrassing okay? We made a fool out of yourselves in City Chain as Shermain was LOL-ing!! and that guy joined in with her laughter plus I dont have much cash with me & in my card

Ran out of the shop and called Aloy for help but he didn't answer our call.
Next target was Johnathan. Luckily he answered and he was good enough to rush down from Tampines to pass us his money.
While waiting went shopping. W/o expecting to get anything as we scared we do not have enough money for that watch.

This is what Shemain's going to eat.
She's such a glutton la. OMG, Debbie number 2 man or maybe I'm Shermain number 2.

Went back down to wait for John. Then I think I saw Gerald & co.
Bought Shermain's ice-cream

and this is how she eat in the public!
Meanwhile, saw Peijin & co :D wao, what a day to see such a number of knowns peeps.

Our hero arrived and saved our day :D
I pass the money to the cashier. John's 100 bucks dropped down into the counter.
I bend over w/o noticing that there's actually a glass infront and I literally knocked onto it.
This time the 3 of them laughed! (Sales girl, John & Shermain)
Worst thing is, I'm injured and Shermain kept LOL-ing till her eyes got tears T.T
The whole City Chain were focusing on us la.
Got the watch and rushed out, with me rubbing my head and Shermain LOL-ing!
lols, bid-goodbye and rushed home

Take a short nap and went out.
First to some unknown places and I found out that, most Singaporeans are rich.
I saw alot of private estate with nice buildings :D literally nice!
Then to Changi T3. Second time there but this time managed to walk around.
Nice structure I can say.
Discovered a huge weighing machine for luggages.
Me & Mrong stood up that and took our weight :D hahas

and yes, I'm 48.2kg!! and I'm so short=FAT!!
(Time for diet. I'll be joining Yiying for morning run & cut down on my delicious foods)
Around 6 near 7pm plus, drove back to T1 and went to stuff canteen for dinner :D
Their Chicken Curry was fabulous! worth 6 bucks :D

While waiting for my cousins, went to their book store.
Then to BK and met up with them.
Catched up with them ended up I cried. nah, shall not elaborate.

He's so cute :D

Saw my Grandparents with alot of luggage and 2 big box!
and that 2 big box was biscuits and jellies :D
Means, I'll start eating again!
lols :D and they bought me a shirt (not my style though but I'll still wear), sour plum & honey :D
love it so much :D

Tags Replies :D

Elaine: I'm alright (: Thanks

So not me T.T

Exhausted, Jublient, Heartbreaking
I'd had enough. I'm didn't died of over-loading that's already so thankful
As I said, I thought to myself, ever since we're so close I've already put all the blame to myself. I'm not going to accept any apology from any of you as it isn't your fault. It's all mine. If I ain't here, everything would be so smooth, everything will go on so well and maybe I won't be blogging about this. I didn't even realise someone actually know that I'm changing, I thought what I did was nothing to everybody. If anyone is tired in the morning, I'll try to make her laugh even if I'm also worn out. Whenever someone is unhappy, I'll never be the one making her laugh. I'll never be anyone in them. My words to them just went down to drain as though it's just some typical words. It's saddening you know?Can't bring me to compare with her. She's someone I can never be. She's someone cute & no harm and their eyes. While me? a normal girl.
Just because you thought I'll never flare up again...This is what I get from them
I hope you understand, I'm worn out

My hair doesn't grow

My hair doesn't grow

My hair doesn't grow

My hair doesn't grow!

aww ><

Overslept today so I was late for meeting Joshua.

Went morning assembly without my hair tied as its still very wet.

Chinese lessons were boring. Almost fell asleep while doing workbook.

Physics went worst. Copied correction and pong, off I went to sleep :D

English then recess.

Lols, I looked like a retard carrying 2 pe shorts 2 pe shirts 1 curve ruler 1 eraser 2 G2 black pen (Aloysius's) 1 pe shirt (Shermain's) and 1 more pe shirt (mine).

4 periods of F&N was terrible!

Msnorli was absent from school, that traniee teacher took over.

For the first time F&N thoery lessons was noisy and slacky and I plugged my earpiece in.

After school was Maths remedial.

Did our Mock Examination Paper 2 which was tough enough for NA students.

We got dead at the very 1st page! OMGZZ.

Something unpleasant happened

Went Co as Joshua smsed me saying that Co will be wacthing Concert video.

It was a waste trip >

Went back D&T room for his thingy, waited for him while watching SFC play.

After that went back Co awhile and off we left school.

Dropped by 7-11 and hopped onto Tricia and Cassandra.

Homed tgt :D

Bathed & went Clementi for claypot rice.

and and emicake durian omelette, love it :D

Will update later (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIAYIAN!!

you're love by me :D

Haywire

Tags Replies :D

Shermain: Yups, I wont. hahas, and of course the LOL part

Yuangeok: I want I want ):

Debbie: Erm, can you explain what you mean in your previous tags & now may I know who are you?

Jiaying: Lols, my blog gone haywire le, hahas. Maybe you press refresh before you wait for my site to slowly load, that will be faster (: and sorry for the inconvenience.

No more white specs :D

No no, don't put in any feelings.

I had no trust in that.

20th Sunday

-Casual family gathering

-Revison

-Sleep :D

21st Monday

-Woke up @ 4.30am

-Reached Changi @ 5.30am

-Checked in for Grandparents

-Left Changi @ 6am. Mum drove me to school

-Survived the whole day w/o falling.
-Screw up N level Chinese oral. Was stammering all the way & I even said Sorry in english to the two examiners! good job
-Went Wm with Girls
-Met Childcare's principal
-Shermain force me to take a photo with him while chatting-.-

-Homed & Studied.


22nd Tuesday
-Met Joshua @ Bus stop
-School celebrated Racial Harmony
-4n1o8' will wear next year (:
-English remedial

Me & Sangaree

ps-I forgotten when did we go subway with Fangyu & co. It's either on the Tuesday or Wednesday

23rd Wednesday
I destest today. One month past :D
Chinese , Geography, Social studies and Maths went just as expected.
Here comes the literally lol part.
During Physics, Yanwen, Xueping, Shermain and me were somehow having our very own conversation. Suddenly Shermain burpped loudly that Mrlim and some of the classmates turn around and focus all on her. She turn into laughter and me add on to her laughter by showing her sth. So the whole lesson me & Shermain were literally loling. Xueping said Physics can actaully be so interesting ^^ Insiders joke
LOLS.

24th Thursday
Met Joshua @ Bus stop.
Did essay question for F&N and went on with English.
Pe=Exhausting
Had our Swiss Cottage Youth Olymic.
4n1, 4n2 & 4t1 are league 3 :D
I'm in charge of the overall puclicity and I really regretted choosing this as my job as I had to allocate people in different places to keep track on the scores & get the groups name and classes that are in the game. Next, have to update the notice board for the rest of the school to notice T.T
Well, had our first match today scores will be up soon after I got their classes right :D


After school waited for 2 full hours just for SS remedial to start.
Before that, Shermain represented me and promised Kaujie that I will bring his book & meet him @ Lot 1. The moment I heard this, I turn my eyes big and stared at Shermain.
Nah, I'm not good (:

Mdmtang caught my band!!
Lols, honestly speaking, she's good you know you know?
Just have to be her student.
anyways I embarassed myself again during SS remedial-.-

ps- My face ain't oily it's just that I'm being forced to apply Sunblock by my incharge

Met Kaujie & home
While crossing that small road, I don't know what I'm thinking about and I almost got ran over by a black car AGAIN! fated.
Bathe & went out for lesson

Ohya, I ate alot today (:
During recess: 1 big bowl horfun
After school: 2 big bowl laksa
Dinner: 1 plain prata + papadum + LJS combo 1 + cheese + 4 buns :D
hahas :D

Males are hurting females like nobodys business.

First they say I love you next thing you know they break up with you because they saw another one.

They are only attracted by the pretty/cute ones. Never respect the other females.

Why?

Females ain't for males to play with.

Don't get too greedy and don't make promises if you know you will sure break it.

No offence but male are jerks.

If you're happier with them, by all means, go back.

Need not show us the face, I don't like it.

You should know me well, I won't let them to be hurt.

Pls, think first before you act.

First you showed us no conern, next you made them LOL.

What do you exactly want?

Don't make me spell it out loud.

It's my own comment.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIMIN!!

you're love by me :D

Tags Replies :D
Yiying, Leon, Debbie: FYI, your tags replies are in the post on 19th July second post :D
Fangyu: Your head, BenHum is still the best la, better then your shanwy wl-.-
Shermain: You better keep your Icaru to yourself mans
Elaine: Lols, told you I'm confusde by the 3 of them liaoz
Chris: T.T, now you know what kind of person in my eyes le bah-.-
Huiying: Thanks Thank, er prelims is on 13th Aug. N starts on 2nd Sept :D

It's my 180 post :D

okays, I've decided to change my blog music :D
As I love the piano part alot !
Heard from Joanna.yee's blog and thanks so much to her :D

Ashanti - The Way I Love You Lyrics

After all of these times that we've tried
I found out we were living a lie
And after all of this love that we made
I know now you don't love me the same

The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you

I woke up kinda early today
And something told me from that moment
It wouldn't be the same
It felt like you were hiding something
But I didn't push it I didn't complain or say nothin
I tried to act like I didn't see it
Cause deep down I knew I didn't want to believe it

But there it was, it was you and her
You left your sidekick on the nightstand
And I read

Everything you did, and everything you said and
And now I'm standing here looking like damn..
I thought it was you and I
Now all I got to say is why?

After all of these times that we've tried
I found out we were living a lie
And after all of this love that we made
I know now you don't love me the same

The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you

I notice now, that when I'm around
You be trying to lock the door
Whispering on the phone
Now wait a minute, since we been in this house
You ain't never did this before
Tell me what's this about?
*what's this about?*

I tried to sit and say to myself
This here is too good he don't want nothing else
But there it was, it was you and her
You left your credit card receipt inside the beamer babe

Everything you bought her, and everything you spending
Now I'm standing here once again
I thought it was you and I
Now I all I have to say is why?

After all of the times that we've tried
I found out we were living a lie
And after all of this love that we made
I know now you don't love me the same

The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you

You Lied, You lied, Oh Why?
Why'd you have to lie to me?
Why'd you have to lie to me?
Why'd you have to lie to me?
Why?

After all of the times that we've tried
I found out we were living a lie
And after all of this love that we made
I know now you don't love me the same

The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you

Part 1 [Edited]

Tags Replies :D

Elaine: You should know that my eyes are sensitive to strong smells, so don't do that to me :D

Chris: No don't know okay! sabo me

Joshua: No! I don't miss strangers at all! but I wanna watch Prom night :D

Pauline: Relax, for once she's being ignored.

Leon: I did okay, at least your name is up there!

Yanyan: Hellos (:

Yuangeok: So it's under shuffle la

Jasmine: Thanks & Hellos (:

[edited-11.33pm]

Naufal: Hahas, Welcome :D

Shermain: He's your junior, how could you!

Debbie: I suppose your name to be spell the same as mine bah. Touched as in? Sorry I don't get you.

Leon: Lols,

Yiying: Sorry la, told you I'm confuse by the two of them le.

Unglam.

I'm not pretty neither am I prefect.

I envy those who can smile with their teeth,

those who can have candid shots beautifully.

Before I start my daily post, I shall finish this quiz first.

Rules of the Taggy Quiz:

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

(nah, I'm not tagging anyone for this as I'm good.)

Tagged & Saboed By: Chris aka ChaiKaujie!!!

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

Say bye bye :D

#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?

Everybody's dream to come true and world peace :D

#3. If you could be at one place right now, where would it be?

A place where help is in need. On the stage with audience flooding in. I want to dance.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

Nope, I'll not let fate control my own future :D

#5. What's your ideal lover like?

A guy who loves me and I love him :D

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

Both. One sided love doesn't work.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

Alap=As long as possible. Unless he/someone changes my heart.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

Bless him and her truly :D

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

Friendships, but it's over (:

#10. What do you want most in life?

Everyone around me to be happy.

#11. What do you think is the worse situation in love..?

Being betrayed and when he had already lost his feelings towards you but kept it from you and tried to get the feeling back himself but to no avail. I don't like the feeling that I'm thinking of him but he's actually trying to get back the feeling. Pls, tell me straight. That feeling hurts.

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?

A lady still with her smile on?

#13. Who is the current most important person to you?

Family, Hpys & friends :D

#14. What type of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

A guy who likes to sleep alot in class -.-

#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?

Money can't buy happiness.

#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be ?

Seriously, I find elephants cute.

#17. What is one of those things which you would prefer not to do? Do you have regrets?

Yes and I hope time can be rewinded.

#18. What kind of person do you think you are?

Lols, I may look unfriendly and scary but I'm not :D I'm actually very friendly & nice too(: I care for My Friends first before myself :D May be dumb/stubborn at times

#19. What do you define as a bad day?

Early in the morning, sth goes wrong for me (?)

#20. If you were to die tomorrow, what would you do today?

I'll tell everybody how much they meant to me and don't cry over me.

14th Monday

Lessons were okay except that Mdmtang rejected all our work and wanted us to redo and submit by 3pm!

Our class have to be cleared by the end of the day for O Lvl LC but 4n1's students ain't that obedient.

4n1's books :D

After school went Wm's Subway with Girls

She's so going to love this

Our books

Yiying, for the first time.

Homed :D

15th Tuesday
It's Gerald's Birthday :D

Sec 3 NA mid year paper is difficult!
I managed to only attempt half the paper ):
The difference between Mryoong's & Mini's work.
Assembly was selection of Head Prefect.

After school went mac with Girls + Aloysius + John

Daddy & Daughter

Yiying with my bag.

She's being bullied

Elaine with my bag

16th Wednesday
I'm missing Mstoh, she has been gone for 3 days and will only be back by Thursday.
After recess was 9 periods of lessons T.T

Xingyan & Jasmin

Me & Yiying

Yiying & Aloysius

After school went Pasta @ Wm with Boonyun, Shermain & Aloysius as the other two have to finish their art.

Daddy & Daughter

Food tags.

Daddy.

Daughter.
ps-Okay, I know I look very spastic here-.-

Boonyun & me

Boonyun & Shermain

Homed & celebrated Grandpa's advance birthday


17th Thursday
Nothing much happen :D

Boonyun & Yiying

Stayed back to peep at others
lols, no la was looking at them practicing their cheerleading.
Homed & Piano-ed :D

Shin & dancer of Brown house

Okays, I'm finally done with part 1 2 3.
Part 1 and 2 should be together and should be up by 3am this morning but blogger hated me so much that they deleted every single photo that I've uploaded and every single word that I had typed out! I've spent 4 hours sitting infront of my com uploading and editing and this is the shit that blogger did to me! No choice, delayed my post till today morning and I've spent hours doing these 3 parts! Time now is 4.30pm-.-
Shit blogger! Hate it so so much.