sorry la elaine
i know i long time nvr update liao
not long la actually is because she misses me that's why
hahas
BHB

291207, thursday

went to gombak gym with elaine
actually don feel like running derh but then feel like behind got alot of ppl lookin at me like say " haiyo this girl hor, nvr run use running track for what "
so no choice lo
after 10 mins of fast cum slow walk i run of last 10 mins
after that went i walked down the machine i was like OMG~
then elaine was on a bike after her run
i acc. her but after awhile i gave up cox i CMI le ):
she saw a taned guy & say he's cute -.-
haiz shuo bu liao ta

went to derh pai gu mian that coffee shop to eat
i ordered pai gu mian & half boiled eggy & ice milk tea
elaine say she don feel like eating
in the end she finish derh whole bowl of fish ball mian xian-.-
after i asked elaine to help me write names for POP
she very pek la
(not real derh)
then i hong ta she jiu okay okay lor

went to school gate pass huiying derh letters
then walked to elaine derh bus stop with her (till her hse)
& bus-ed home

very tired.

msg huiying then cass after much talking we had a conculsion
that is me & cass will go & buy the present first
meet her before my piano , after her piano class
then slack around at lot 1
saw the percussionist
wanted to scare so we followed them into popular but none of them saw us!
pa jiao la
hahas
joking :D

after that said bye bye to the percussionist
me & cass went to her piano school
i went in to my class
guess what my teacher askd me what i would like to her
& she taught me secrets derh song! (cox thta's my answer)
& im like damn very happy
whoo~ i know part of it only la
but im still very happy from my heart
not like someone
haiz..long story
don wanna say bout
nobody no who oso so don bother to ask.
taught cass how to play too
cox she wanna learn (:

after class
went to do our present
told him we will come back ltr co have to wait very long
so we went lot 1 to look for tricia & co
saw jiawei (he told me he's there)
then went in & i make a lot of noise
but who cares

after slack
then i called elaine cox im too bored
later..
the whole group of us went to acc. me & cass to get our present but it's not done yet
me & cass have to wait & we parted with tricia & co
got our present & went home

not HOME SWEET HOME at all!
cox reached home have to rush my own thingy then help my mummy to do her tarts!
btw im alr dead beat!
but still, i bathed dry my hair then i went back to sleep
0100 le ):

WENT TO DREAM LAND :D


301207, friday

0900, went to lot 1 to return my book & meet up with cass & boonyun @ mac.
NGBOONYUN late!
but no puinshment ):
not fun
ate our breakfast
then stayed there bout 1 hour plus then leave that place.
cox cass doing her stuff then boonyun helping her
me?? hahas making noise of cox :D

mrt-ed to gombak
cass went to do her psp
then we walked to school
CO room not opened yet
so sit down & joke with our juniors

OPENED!
went in did alot of not important stuff
then went to train for our IME
went out to our secret place
then cass erhu got alot of prob
she kept complaining.
so wei le ta de IME solo part jiu help her with it lor
changed everything of her
with the help of my asl (huiying)
DONE

time for sec 3 & 4s orchestra
lower sec have thoery exam
the song we played is OMG derh
hahas
but it's fun la
at least we can hear oursleves better :D
then after 2 or 3 songs
we were asjed to practice our IME song
so we 3 went behind & practice
there's still alot of place for improvements
like pai zi, tai feng & yin zhun
haiz
w/o this 3 things the song won be nice at all la!
& IM VERY VERY WORRIED!
DEAD BEAT

after FO
(lower sec came down to joined)
ms lim dui wo men derh performance
whoo~

went home with
wailoon, tricia, cassandra, boonyun, john & jiawei
waited for john for dono how long

got a call form my mummy
actually can go eat pizza derh
then my muumy change plan asked my go home cook ):
sian diao

reached cck
parted with others
then walk home with jiawei
& our conversation is cold dao~ OMG~ derh
haiz
nth to say sia
but okay la
hao guo someone agn!
whoos

HOME-ED
cooked
wacth my show
then slack till my mummy is back
she bought me cheesecake
$6.50 per piece
such a small slice only la
but hai not bad derh
but i still prefer my american cheesecake
that's my favourite
had dinner after that
excerise-ed with mummy but i went back to my com half way
cox im too TIRED!

dono why, i've been feeling very tired these feel days
kind of tense up but then hurs
i need to let it out before i get mad seriously
sent a msg to junda
dono if he had not seen it or he doesn't want to reply
but?
as i said i tried my best to save this relationship le
i represnted myself & the other two to say sorry to him
& he's the first guy i seriously said sorry to
nvrm
i don wish to bother anything le
im really really very very tired
feel like sleeping forever & nvr wake up
that's cool man!


that's my day
byes :D


PHOTOS

thursday.


friday.

I DON'T WISH FOR 071207'!

look nice but it doesn't taste the same

primary 1 , secondary 1, secondary 4 o8'

xbox : small vs big

he's my beloved :D

went to two of my cousin house today

first when to the jie jie's hse

she taught lots of piano stuff & i gain alot from her

& my blogg song she wrote out derh melody in abc instead of touya [cox i dono how to see yet]

although not she compose derh [is xh's] but she tried her very best to listen & wirte

jiejie xin ku ni le ):

after that walked over to the qiang qiang & ling ling hse

uncle bought us to IMM to have PEPPER LUNCH

puke! don ever go there it's a waste of money

i rather spend my money on sushi!

we regretted so much!

shop awhile~

& we car-ed home

told them my cold joke & they were like all sian diao la

HOUSE OF THEIRS

played with qiang xbox

after that went to play with momo (cox i kept losing to my cousin! he played cheat)

but it's time of it [him] to bathe le ):

then i lie on the sofa & watched HSM2

halfway mr ong came & fetch me home

sad..

din finish that show

HOME SWEET HOME!

wash clothings & cooked rice & slacked

BATHE & TV & BLOGG!!

whoo~

that's my day

byes :D

early in the morning went out to mac. to have breakfast with boonyun shun bian return uniform
after that went to ossia music school to purchase my book but it's not open yet)"
so when to bus-ed to school

SCHOOL
practicing with cassandra & boonyun
than after awhile tricia came & helped us
tried 6 time recording only the 6th attempt is silghtly acceptable only
ms toh laugh at our recording than was like OMG~
he came too but din talk to him cause..nothing to say between him & us
he then walk away & practice alone at 3rd floor

1300 time for CO.
but ms lim held the 3 of us back..
talked to us bout him...
dono why i cried infront of ms lim
she told us to talk to him but..after that incident we don't have anymore topic to talk bout
haiz..
sorry, really don't know what to say
水瓶坐的女生是这样的

zaiyuan came back & he's disapointed with your juniors (sec.1)
strings must really jiayou le

after CO ms lim called strings to stayed abcl to talked bout nxt yr concert thingy derh
then me & cass & zy went over to woodwinds to do sth
shhh..our secret
hahas
after that i took photos with ms TOH!
my very very cute teacher (found mr lee very cute too)
will show you ltr

went home with
tricia, cassandra, boonyun, jiawei, joshua & wailoon
walked back home with my didi (jw)
quan ta bout sth
shhh..secret too

HOME SWEET HOME
reached home bathe & ate my tong xin fen (mum's cooking)
than went to ossia music school again..
NO STOCK!
than i was like totally sian diao la
hurs ):
walked back home -.-
ate another bowl of tong xin fen again!
hahas
I LOVE EATING (:


our retarded face & not prepared



me & ms toh! she's my very cute teacher.


that's my day
byes :D




OMG~
CO camp reaching le (nxt wk)
so is IME & im not well prepared how??!!
honestly speaking i don't think i can make it, don't think i can get to he's expectation
& im really really very very very freaking scare!
COOL ME DOWN! someone pls?

overall view :D


251107, sunday

woke up early in the morning for BBCO (im tired)
meet up with cass & sihao after reached BBCC
set up everything & got ready (im not playing)
well i felt very akward cause im sitting there & doing nothing
did played some songs cause my hand can't stand the music
whoo..
one word FUN!
hahas
after some pieces we were then break up into sectionals
in our room i played someone's psp (shh)
but after ahwile wanting came in in condutor
she asked me to play too ):
hurs
but anyway better then doing nothing

PS : if don't if i should go up on stage ma? zhiyin & wanting asked me.

okay after that went westmall with andrew, sihao, cassandra & sylvester
had our lunch (saw ms lim & other BBCOs')
then jiawei did sth very very lame!
don't wanna say
.

we caught a movie "fred claus"
to me & sihao its nice (cause we have a heart)
okay than after went home
BUT!
i din bring my key & no one's at home
so went slacking with cassandra at lot 1
waited bout more than half & hour
HOME SWEET HOME (:


261107, monday

hmmm..
went out with elaine & yy & shirley
meet up with them at AMK HUB then went to K
whoo..the room is DAMN cold la & the food OMG~
last time derh nicer

after K-ing
we went to bugis
i bought my malaysia trip shoes !
yea was like finally
hahas
than elaine & shirley bought a black cardigan
yy haiz..she led us to walk round the whole bugis street but she din found what she wanted to show us
than get out of that place le
went to bugis junction to get shirley's wallet & elaine is like gng crazy over that puma's bling bling belt

we bus-ed to BPP
the journey to BPP was like OMG~ damn throw face derh :D
you wanna know??
bleah
don tell you
hahas (:

PS : adding of ed is kope from elaine

HOME SWEET HOME

that's my day
byes :D

我一点也不觉得开心！太多事情的转变

根本不可能自己一个人应付。。

在别人眼前的我，是个好不让人担心的女孩。

就是因为这个样子我从来都没有真真和别人埋怨些什么。

可是现在我可以说我不会在拥有我那个招牌.

i would rather be smlie-less than letting myself to be hurt

i don't want to suffer anymore!

fianlly got time to blogg le (:
actually only one day nvr blogg
hahas

231107, friday

no CO today cause due to thursday's dry run
so went to KP mac. with BOONYUN
whoo
nice place
saw crsytal manager she said sth then make me no face at all!
hurs
then after that calvin came (pass-by)
then talk awhile he went off to have his lunch?
after awhile (cox i don feel like doing maths)
we jue ding to go home
hard time looking for bus stop-.-
went to BPP to get sth.

HOME SWEET HOME

after that helped my mother with pineapple tarts
whoo
bout 0100 than i get to sleep (:


241107, saturday

OPEN HOUSE!
morning were sectionals
sth happened that really upset me
! i nearly cried out!

you deserted us!

just because you're not in good mood you vented on us!
WTF
will only be back on 6th dec.
分明就要看到我们死！
每次说我们没练，你又知道你说的一定是你认为的！

getting ready for open hse!
heard a good news from elaine AGAIN!
& im very happy
after performance..
we did a great job (by teacher)

went pizza with elaine tricia & cassandra (yy band-ing)
finished waited for yy & we went for movie!
but sth horrible happen!!
its over anyway
doesn't concern any of us (:

HOME SWEET HOME

that's my day
byes :D

woke up due to hot-ness (din on my aircon)
than bathe rush my breakfast jiu meet up with cass to practice piano

shared room (rent half half too)
after that went to mac to have our lunch
meanwhile finish my homework (last min-.-)
then walk around lot jiu headed for our piano lesson

PHOO~
after lesson called zaiyuan, nobody picked up
called tricia nobody picked up
in the end called jiawei
FIANLLY!
but i cant hear him well
then we used sms to see if we two have to return school
IN THE END..no need T_T
so there's two idoits wearing school uni walking around cck
hurs

went to pasa malam saw sth nice (:
saw we decided to get it
cass bought one for tricia
i bought one for elaine
(sorry not enough money le ):.)

after HOME SWEET HOME (:

that's my day
byes :D


my conculsion

haiz..why is she such a innocent girl that no one bear to hate her??
she sometimes have that kind of feeling to warm ppl's heart & you'll forget all the hate that you have fo her??
if she will change i don mind letting my hate towards her off..

THANKS ELAINE!

201107, tuesday

hmmm..went CO abit later(cause im too tired)
then practice with cassandra & we did coordinate whoo~
left with only boonyun to work with
& we are ready to move on to the next step
not much happen actually only that zaiyuan very unhappy bout CO's preformance
haiz


211107, wednesday

woke up then get ready for my LAST DAY OF WORK ):

told almost everybody there that today's my last day & their reaction was like
"huh"
I DON WISH TOO DERH!! my mummy trick me into this & I MISS YOU GUYS
i know i'm abit BHB today but then i just don't wish to leave the store w/o my trade mark..MY SMILE.
leaving store with my smile & nearly cried out cause of shuling ):
hurs

aunty boonchee, aunty tima, shuyi, huicheng, jesscia & one more aunty say they will miss me derh..
ME TOO!!
will go down store often to HAHAS (see what i will do)

that's my day
byes :D

i have lots of things to finish before school reopen ):
list comiing up :D

whooo..
never blogg for 2 days le
cause im lazy hahas

171107, saturday

early in the morning jiu go CO le ):
(actaully report at 1430)
cause have to lian IME (whoo..scary)
practice with JUNDA the whole afternoon
then hav class with our new teacher for one hour
i can say that he's some how cute & good
BUT I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT HE TALKING
hurs
nvrm i got my juniors to translate to me (:

AFTERNOON LE!!
almost everybosy report yups
then practice for ltr performance

SET OFF~
reached there early then saw SWISS WINDS on stage
they're song is nice :D (so is co's)
our turn for sound check

waited & waited & waited
FIANLLY our turn!
WHOO~
prepare to go on stage guess what??
we were told to play only 2 songs
then i was like okay..
but when we set up everything on stage we only left with 1 song!
& im like ARGHH!!
VERY ANGRY!
sian diao

on bus..
CASSANDRA cried cause she hurt JUNDA'S laopo & was scare that he scold her
but after that she's okay
wao~
long journey
told TRICA & co bout my very cold jokes

SCHOOL
everything was in CO room
ready to go home then i found out that i can no longer stand my leg the pain!
ask trica to lend me her slippers but she don wan ):
think JIAWEI heard ur conversation he then lend me his slippers
(i look like a daughter wearing daddy's shoe hahas)
went home with JOHN & PAULINA
(TRICIA stubborn took bus home alone)

HOME SWEET HOME~
9 reaching 10!
IM TIRED!
excersie & eat & bathe & phone with someone & SLEEP!!


181107, sunday

BENJAMIN'S BIRTHDAY!:D

slept till 1400
actaully can continue the my mummy la wake me up
haiz
took my breakfast cum lunch
then slack till my mummy ask me acc. her do excersie
after 30 mins.
whoo..
whole body ache ):
bathe & went out!

went to expo for the mei shi zhan
! nothing there (not much food)

after that went parkway to see my PHONE!!
after lots & lots of arguement ): bought my phone
IM NOT HAPPY AT ALL!!
hurs
WEDNESDAY WILL BE MY LAST DAY, i don want ):
never had my dinner,
went home bathe then online for my phone
then my mummy from her room called my HP.
(she lazy to walk over to my room)
then went out with her & uncle to have supper !
reached home bout 0000 then wash up & SLEEP!!
hahas


191107, monday

woke up & wash up & went out
in the end reaching JE le you turn back to gombak cause of time misunderstanding:(
meet up with SHIRLEY & ELAINE under her block
then walk for a very very very long distance to reach bus stop
(thanks to elaine)

reached JP
went to KFC have breakfast cum lunch
then went to MYUK to see my pouch
nothing to my likings
hurs
so went out of JP & head to library on the way its raining!
OMG~
came out of library & its still raining ):
so we just have to run back to JP
(on the way someone drop sth 4 times :D)

back to JP
elaine bought her school shoe then i bought my pouch & done prtection for my phone :)
shirley bought nothing):

LOT 1
cant practice piano ): nvrm
wen to store with them hand in my form & im very sad okay??
i saw him but told him sth but he's like no reaction than haiz..
maybe that's the last time i'm seeing him le):
& he din even care!

after that saw mei mei jun
& elaine & shirley went to my bus stop & they missed their bus ):
while waiting saw SOMEONE!! so they decided to take taxi home
bade goodbye to them &
HOME SWEET HOME (:

that's my day
byes :D

IM REALLY IN LOVE WITH XIJIE!
OMG~
thanks to BENJAMINHUM
whoo

okay
went to CO early to teach my junior yanting
on the way to CO ROOM a crazy girl shout up to me "hey i want!" (shermain)

ps: im holding a cake :D

okay bck to pre camp training
but dono why..not in mood then let her go at around 12 plus plus
went up to 4th floor to meet up zy & co
zy isn;t in a good mood so i sat there read my story book (:
& i fianlly finish my previous book!

after that was FO
well i can only say ms lim isn;t in good mood today
hurs
strings today still the same NOISY (im at fault too)

1700
miss lim release everybody left CAMP COM MEMBERS
although im not involved but i stayed in the room to talk to JD
after meeting celebrated huiern's birthday!
(HAPPY BIRTHDAY!)
whoo..cake is nice (:
that's what they say

after all the clearing up went home with joshua john
then on the way to MRT saw HUIXIN & co & ZAIYUAN & co

HOME SWEET HOME
eat my dinner slack to 2100 mummy pull me & uncle to do the BILLY pai du cao
ITS FUN!
can slim down man! cool
IM GOING TO TO IT EVERYDAY
but i din finish it today cause there's 18 steps i were to finish every step then i won't have the li qi to carry my laogong on stage!

hmmm
tmr will be a very tiring day..
hurhurs
ALL THE BEST FOR TMR'S PERFORMANCE, CO! :D

morning meet elaine & yiying.
went to CCK the gym
50 minutes ltr went lot 1 to have lunch cum breakfast (LJS)
talk, talk, talk then went up to look for VCD
i don't what la cause i don follow up (: (only when im bored)

went home (after acc. elaine take bus)
bathe, do piano hw then jiu went out again (piano lesson)

meet huiying, huixin & yanyan
@ lot
walk to my home
reached :D
took out the cake then stared at it (we have no idea)
after that we have so funny ideas out & the cake is half way done!
went to my room do puzzle (i see le jiu OMG~)
after my mum's help for the cake everything was done!
whoo
& off they went home!!

why does others have no family problems at all?

10 plus elaine woke me up (:
blur blur derh rushed to finish my housework cum bathe cum eat
whooo
very rush the meet up with elaine & her brother

in mine mind i tot we're gng paragon
hell noes is VIVO i totally SIAN DIAO!!


FINALLY!
(after a long walk)
reached addidas elaine bought her jacket (but not to her prefect meet)
then her kor pay le jiu say bye bye to him
(phwee)

ps : her kor kor very ke yi oo

after that went LJS
went to the top to play & took photos
saw a group of swiss student elaine jiu want go inside then jiu saw MY TOY!!!!
IM SO HIGH!!
(CAUSE IM SO IN LOVE WITH THAT TOY!)
elaine bought my very very very advance birthday present

after bought her sis the cake jiu take bus home!

that's my day (:
byes

ELAINE LEE KAR YING, DEBBIE LIM JIE SZE LOVE YOU!!

突然想起，有谁是真正明白我心的人
好像没有一个吧？

感觉身边好像没有什么东西
空空的
也好想只有眼睛里的泪在陪伴这我

这种感觉好难受！

today the strings weird weird derh
sitting between shimim & zaiyuan (they're back to erhu 2)
then very stress inbetween them but fun la!
but then zaiyuan very STRESSED UP! & very ANGRY too
haiz..
i can only help him do a small little thing only
strings have to be more ting hua esp the sec 3s
really..

our batch was like OMG~
attitude, skills?
haiz..

my skills i'm not that good (I KNOW & I ADMIT!)
but at least i LOVE CO okay??!!

that's my day
byes (:

我常常对朋友说，“恨一个人其实是很累的。
倒不如放开心的去了解他，去和他做朋友。
如果有人恨你就让他去，因为是他累不是你。”

可是我却越来越讨厌他/她，可能因为我太了解他/她了吧.

为什么他/她要把我身边的人一个一个的拿去
我就快要被他/她逼疯了！
what's more she/he everything oso cannot lose out to others, cannot be alone for just one mintue, cannot be the odd one our, don't have her own sense of things!

but when i say all this to one boy he say that because i have 心机 .
i was like WTF i have that the hua, i long long time ago jiu break up he/she & him/her best friend & will go round spreading bad about him/her le!

everybody is like protecting her la BUT pls! look at her true color first can?
like i'm the one hurting him/her & he's/she's like the innocent victim!
ARGHH!

haiz..
i shall post since i'm so bored!


ytd went shopping with ELAINE,SHIRLEY,HUISHI,JASMINE,KIAYIAN,MEIJUN,CASSNDRA!
meeting place is @ gombak station (elaine,shirley,jasmine,casandra got bridging) time 1245.
I'M LATE! (always)


went all the way from tang plaza to fast east shopping centre (huishi's manager say have pizza) in the end nothing at all
T_T
after that i told them that lucky plaza should have pizza then everybody attack me for not saying it ealier ): innocent me!
indeed reach there saw pizza hut! & im so happy cause no need to kana from ELAINE!


inside there MEIJUN treat me like a pig! i ate TWO rolls of gralic bread & im like -.-


PS : -.- from elaine


after that we went sperate ways
ELAINE ,SHIRLEY & ME went taka cause elaine want see her jacket!
the rest go far east plaza


@ taka walk like we have lost our way then in the end shirley say sth then went to 4th floor (if i din forget)
lots of sportswear! whoo
but elaine din saw anything to her likes so she very pek lo
me & shirley jiu stand there dono what to do
in the end decided to ask for puma's shop number..
waited & waited & waited nobidy there after that jiu went off le
halfway i saw i pouch (billabong)
DAMN NICE!
we 3 bought that!
me & shirley got the same color (cause left two)
the elaine got a white one (:
hahas


after that went to look at for them jiu go home le
(actually they stil want shop derh..but me & ELAINE jiu quan them say ltr bus alot of ppl cause near to fang gong shi jian le)


went lot 1 sth very PEK happen to me!
arghh!!
first went to store bout schedule
then went to CD shop look for MEIJUN then know what? i walk in the sensor pee pee la
then i was like what the hell la! the salesgirl jiu help me check but then still cannot then i say nvrm la..walk out still pee me! WTH
after that went popular look for MEIJUN & HUISHI (called them) went in the sensor pee @ me then wo jiu xiang dao my that pouch is diplay piece then got the sensor thing.
took out & see saw that stupid thing still there!
I TOTALLY SIAN DIAO!
xiang dao BMG! jiu ask MEIJUN & HUISHI accompany me go.
ask that sales girl to open for me then she like don't beleive then i took out the recipt show her
know what she say??
sorry cannot help you open
then jiu attitude here & there la
i shot back her ask your manager come
she called then she told me "my manager busy"
i say nvrm i wait till your manager come down
not after 2 mins the manager jiu infront of me le (like that call busy?)
WTF!
manager ask me only a few question la then jiu help me take out that stupid thing le!
VERY PEK LA (that time my leg bleeding ): )
ARGHH!! HATE BMG~


reach home never eat dinner cause very full
then till now..then i blogg cause very bored
then that BOONYUN took so long then reply me (msn)
so jiu tell ELAINE that i'm blogging
she rushed me ): so got any typo IM SORRY!!

that's my day
byes (:

ELAINE LEE KAR YING NEVER ONLINE!

woke up this morning @ around 10 plus (cause i'm too hot!)

bathe eat the very "NICE" the wanton mee

after that watch my 天国的家衣

whoo damn nice (mummy ask me to go straight to the last ep. cause she want know what happen)

T_T

afternoon went to city plaza with mummy & uncle

cause i need to buy jeans for malaysia trip

first shop is "CLOZETTE"

mum saw two shirt cum dress so she went to the fitting room while me loitering (correct?) outside then 无意中 pick up a black rose long tee

DAMN CUTE!

went to try..fits well but then abit tight

haiz..

so i just have to give up cause there's no M size (really very nice)

went to my jeans shop

tried on 3 black skinny then 终于 chose one

guess the price...

39.90 but with my mum's mouth i bought it at 30 bucks

yea!

after that went into a very high class shop saw the display on the shelf

told the sales girl to let me try

got the size before i got in the fitting room

mummy asked the salesgirl how much

its...

160 bucks!

OMG

went into the fitting room came out

I LOOK CUTE ON IT (BHB) but its real

i have the photo

see...

nice right?

that sales girl say name a price but mummy shook her & went out of the shop ):

next place went to joochiat to buy mummy the pineapple tart thingy..

i just stay in the car & read my story book (:

after that mummy ask me where i want go i say go home lor

in the end she answer her own question

BUGIS! our next station

left my uncle to park the car, me & mummy GO SHOPPING! just step into the STREET mummy say a grey singlet inside with a white singlet..not bad mummy jiu buy for me le (first time)

after that went to the tee shop that mee & my girls always go bought two tee! one is mummy choose derh (: nothing le

went to near gunyin temple there (6 plus le)

mummy want go in bai bai guess what went i wanted to push my uncle in the gate close le only my mummy got in then my uncle & i was like stand there stunt diao

hahas

so waited to my mummy come out lor

HOME SWEET HOME!

done half the housework

bathe & dinner

finish the other half then come & post!!

that's my day!

byes (:

early in the morning I BROKE MY FAVOURITE CUP! hurs..everyhing i do aren't right.
GOD ISN'T FAIR TO ME.
first my hp got stolen
second my name isn't on the schedule
third i broke my favourite cup
fourth I'M GETTING PRESSURE
haiz
杀掉我算了



went CO today...firstly is the sec 3 internal music exchange so-called "audition" cum "half FO"
but then okay la..is like playing infront of JUNDA but with lesser pressure (opps!)
after break we had sectionals
sec 1 taught by our new teacher, name (if i'm not wrong) ZHENG ZHONG XIAN? (should be)
sec 2 by sihao cum ms lim (awhile)
sec 3 ourselves (IME)
me & cassandra asked zaiyuan to help ask listen, cause we everytime got mixed up when we have to coordinate together BUT THEN we did it! (after so much laughter).



after CO tricia told me to call my mum (mummy called her)
mummy told me that she's outside my school waiting for me so me & tricia first walk out of school (as cass & the others took MRT)
said goodbye to tricia
with my mum, after much consideration we decided to go lot 1 eat AJISEN
i ordered CRAY FISH RAMEN & soft shell crab & ice tea (don't have coke), as for my mum she had VOLCANO RAMEN (:
mine is very nice!! yummy!! for my mum very SPICY! hahas



went home wanted to bathe but in the end i went slacking on my bed..
SLEEP DAO LIKE A PIGGY!
woke up @ 1900 bathe ate dinner
then watch show & came to blogg
so no-life (influenced by elaine)

SEPCIAL THANKS TO:

JUNDA.ZAIYUAN.SHIMIN.YUANGEOK (北京有個金太阳)
ELAINE (blogg)
HUIYING (support)

ytd, woke up @ around 10 plus. going to be late for my work
rush through all the way
had my breadfast & everything done went down to store happily (cox hasn;t not been working for long), put on my cap & name tag got everything ready for 11 am.
TIME REACHED!
punch my card, shuling ask me go DB.
whoo long time never go there le...
talking to the lobby girl (can't say who)
(in between something happen will relate to the later part of my post)
waiting for 3 pm..
at around that time junjie came in help me serve a few customer then went back to his counter front(think so) to call samuel to take over him, helped him to stock up before i leave...
walked in happily to punch out took a cup of drink went back to crew room took my pencil case cum bag.
wanted to put my cap in then i notice sth is missing inside
MY HANDPHONE!!!
i thought my maneger were playing a fool with me asked them they answered me seriously & the answer is NO!
then i was like WTF like don't know what to do!
told shuling she called the person involve then things got real
my unlce came to pick me up (have to go my cousin house for party)
told him my phone is lost he called my mum (shoud be)
shuling asked me to go home first anything she will call my mum
can't believe i did this!!
I CRIED INFRONT OF THEM!! (tw,dj,sl & those in the kitchen!!)
haiz didn't expect this thing to to happen on mee agn! & I LOVE THAT PHONE ALOT!!
birthday gift from my mum, suddenly felt that i had let my mother down):
hurhurs, 妈妈对不起，我比任何人还来的伤心):
cried all the way back home
don't want go for the party but my mum said is my kor 21st birthday 一生人只有一次 (& after alot of consoling & pulling) then i took my clothes in to my bathroom bathed came out & im still crying.
the journey towards my cousin house im still dropiing my tears
mummy asked me not to drop tears infornt of them (she's very sad too)
reached their house faked a smile out.
my aunt asked my why is my nose so red (i really feel like crying out) i told her that im very tired.
after cutting of cakes & all other stuff .
went back to lot with my mum & uncle
shuling & my mum talked.
mummy wanted to call the police but inside my heart i don't want to give trouble to mac.
went back home i'm really very angry very!
shouted in my room went out shouted @ my mum then i went back to my room too (mummy i'm sorry should not have vent my anger on you)
but ireally feel like beating someone up
haiz...
night time i called up elaine & told her
chatted till 2 am (cool) told her what i wanted to told her long ago



this morning woke up had everything done at home went to school walked to co room
first person i told is trica
she was surprise too ):
went over to junda cassandra & 3 juniors that side
told jd that i lost my phone
think he's afraid that i'm not okay so he kept asking me that m i okay?? but i can't hold my tears back anymore so i cried out (awhile) infornt of them ):



i'm very sad really
500 bucks fly away!
ARGHH!!



worst thing
tmr we have the internal music exchange thingy audition
then was like not fair la!
REALLY!!!



don't wish to continue my position in CO
just like what zaiyuan say " only ppl like us understand each other"
tricia said that she pei fu me that i can handle such a big group but in fact i did not do my job that well ):
sorry..today in FO strings is really in a very pathetic state
almost all my sec 3 did not turn up.
i was like?? what i'm i going to do next..
very tired.

I WANT TO CLARIFY STH!! I'VE NEVER EVER TALK TO CHESTER BEFORE!! SO PLS STOP SPREADING THAT STUPID DETERGENT THING! i hate you two!

my phone my phone my phone my phone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

currently at my cousin house celebrating his 21st birthday!!
IM SAD ):

I WANT TO BUY ALOT OF THINGS!!!
& EARN ALOT OF MONEY :D
coming out with a list soon (:

我越来越讨厌她，怎么办?

hmmm..
woke up @ around 1025 am today
my 外公 woke me up ask me if i want to do my housework ma
i told him no thanks as im too tried
hahas
can't get back to sleep so i woke up
外婆 ask me what i wanna have for breadfast so i told her mac the 2 dollars meal
off they go...
left me alone in my living room
watch kaiyian lend me the VCD "天国的家衣"
whooo..
明道 so 帅..OMG~
but cindy don't know why don wanna accept him
stupid
but who know's what will happen
外婆外公回来咯~
but i din saw my 2 dollars meal )"
i saw a fillet set meal with teh drink M milo
haiz..
no choice cause when they reach there is already 11 plus
so there's　no more morning meal le
ate my breadfast slack till i finish bout 1 bathe
then continue watching my show
around 0230 pm changed & went down to MRT
tapped my card but i can't get in
reason is...I LEFT MY CARD AT HOME!!!!!! hurhurs
rush to store to borrow ezlink card form kiayain
din know that calvin the big boss is sitting just outside
phwee
hope that he din see me walking in to store w/o uni
when to yewtee to do some stuff after that return to store
BIG BOSS NOT THERE!!
went in to chat then change schedule
hurhur
IRIS DON'T WANT ME!!
cause the time i put 太死了 so hse can't choose
then nvr put me lor
haiz
back home~
slept at the sofa till my mum is home had dinner
after that ask my mum if i can stay overnight for STRINGS CHALET
was very angry but after thinking back my mummy actually have alot of 烦恼了,so i jiu don't want to make her angry then 就顺着她 lor..



PS: thanks to STELLA & JASMINE



then came in to room edit my blog got some from my beloved junior HUIYING
then edit hao le~
writing this post..halfway through my uncle ask me want go NTUC ma?
cause he need to get something for my mum
jiu go with him lor
went to store to change my pants but don;t have my size ):
sian diao have to continuse wearing that big big pants lor
sad..



that's my day (:
byes

That's When I Love You

When u have to look away

When u don't have much to say

That's when I love u I love u just that way

To here u stumble when u speak

Or see u walk with two left feet

That's when I love youI love u endlessly

And when your mad cause u lost the game

Forget I'm waiting in the rain

Baby I love u I love u anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight

U can count on me 4 life

Cause that's when I love u

When nothing u do can change my mind

The more I learn the more I love

The more my heart can't get enough

That's when I love u When I love u

No matter what

So when u turn to hide your eyes

Cause the movie it made u cry

That's when I love u

I love u

A little more each time

And when u cant quite match you clothes

Or when u laugh at your own jokes

that's when I love u I love u

More then u know

And when u forgot that we had a date

Or that look that u give when u show up late

Baby I love u ,I love u anyway

So here's my promise made tonight

U can count on me 4 life

Cause that's when I love u

When nothing u do can change my mind

The more I learn the more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

That's when I love u When I love u

No matter what

Ohh that's when I love u when nothing baby, nothing u do could change my mind

The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough

That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what

Ohhhh no matter what

hurhur

i hurt my arm!!!

with that i can;t touch my laogong today during FO sitted there for hours walking up & down

when to th back to see the whole strings

during qin dian strings were ask to played more beatifully (includes tai feng)

i told one of my AP junior too move guess what she say??

"i don't know how?"

tricia & my respond was like?? "huh"

tai feng so long you have the melody singing in your heart you will move with the music

haiz

save her!!

hmmmm

strings were quite quiet today (only when i'm at the back)

but when i return back to my sit ...

my BAOBEI junior behind were talking & laughing all the way(you know who you are :D)

not really all la

i say them once they jiu no talk le

whooo (the one week probation works !)

then after CO hours stayed back & wait for the PERCUSSIONIST to finish practice TECH.

(it's nice :D)

then went home with junda,qiaohui,jiawei,tricia,cassandra,john.paulina,huiying,huiern

half way plus one more andrew...

then on the way back to my home i bought MCCHICKEN!!

whoo, can't wait to eat

bathed,had dinner then now it's time to EAT MCC

im still not full

hahas

nvrm after this i'll go search for food

yup one more thing

when i'm with them walking to the MRT i bought my favorite icecream!! RAINBOW(i called it)

saw my msg at around 8 plus

it's from elaine

"you not online?"

when im online she says she BORED cause everybody has CCA

then chat with her lor (:

that's my day (:

byes.

TO ALL!!

hey!!

my blog seems to be lagging but hope you guys can wait till it is fully loaded (:

thank you

this is for those who i wanted to say sorry to

As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done things that haven't occurred yet and things that they don't want to take responsibility for ...

I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect
I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I wish I would of listened and not be so bad
Even though the blame's on you
I'll take that blame from you




You can put that blame on me

haiz
holidays are nothing but rotting at home):
I'M JUST TOO BORED!!
wanted to touch my homework but i just don't want to see the words & sums
just not the time to touch those work yet
slept around 1 am this morning then wake up about 11 plus cause of kiayian, she forgot to birng her working cap & belt back to her home so she called me & ask me to bring it down for her...
meet her at around 12 going to 1 @ store pass her the things then my mummy called me to accompany her to NTUC
as a daughter..can't say no
so followed her..bought my apples & calbee
whoo..
i'm going to gain weight!!
but don't mind lor 有的吃是福吗...
hahas
but will do hula-hoop la
after that went to jurong with mummy to buy grandpa the kong ba bao (cox ntuc derh not nice)
then in the car talk about what to bring to co malaysia trip (so excited)
told my mum that i bu she de wear my nike shoe there so she suggest to go JP the charles & keith to have a look go there so one black shoe flat derh nice but not very ask got my size don have le ):
so give up lo
then when around walk walk & eat went to mondo there the service SUCK LIKE HELL!!
saw a very cute flippers but not worth 25.90 so told my mummy not to buy first then those sales girl told my mum that that is a new piece just put there for display not long ago
PUT THERE FOR DISPLAY!! still say is a new piece
my mummy & i are DAMN FUCKUP la
so we walk out of the store just like that
hahas
then walk pass PMK saw a shirt-dress mum says it looks cute but i saw the other one which have a specs as necklace connected to the shirt
tried that two shirt found out that mummy's choice is better so she bought that for me (actually can have the other one also, my mummy ask me "want?" i said "no..save money ma nst time then go there buy myself)
reached home applied egg for hair conditoner with my mummy' help then wash clothing
suddenly had an idea of earning more money during the school holidays
that is...helping to do housework!!
my uncle will pay me("
so i have my work pay & house pay!!
yea
can go out with friends to shop & play le!!
whoo..

that's my day
bye

i love you

所以只能说声对不起

任何藉口都没有

i love you

已来不及好好去珍惜

后悔很多

不该让你无辜流下失措的泪

心碎认识你陌生的世界

空气中回荡的笑语早已经断绝

多想能在和你梦里爱多一次

很沉重看你走着每一步

它应该是幸福的路

狠心推开你像你

离得无反顾

你身上纹着我给你的笑

对我绝美的惩罚

想问已无法原来曾经拥有过

还比失去痛苦i

love you对你的挚爱从不曾改变

要你快乐

i love you

好想对你说却来不及

后悔已太多

不该让你无辜流下失措的泪

心碎认识你陌生的世界

空气中回荡的笑语早已经断绝

多想能在和你梦里爱多一次

很沉重看你走着每一步

它应该是幸福的路

狠心推开你

是挽不回的错误

你心上纹着我给你的笑

对我绝美的惩罚

想问我无法原来曾经拥有过

远比失去痛苦

我身上永远烙着你的笑

那么绝美的惩罚

想问我无法原来曾经拥有过还比失去痛苦

杰荣，谢谢你

好舒服哦！！

this is for John

since you never wanted to fight with her then just go with your choice
you have your piano grade so i think you will do better for your song
and as for her well i can only agree that her skills on that will be better then you but you can't just because of this & give up on your confidence that has always be with you
& don't think that what you choose & what you do isn't fair to you it just that it's just not to right time to be with you
time can slowly proof to you whether what is right & what is wrong
understand?
so don't be too stress up about the coming event
everything will be fine (:

对不起

今天应该对zaiyuan say sorry
因为我没有做好SL的本分
haiz
i let strings have the time to slack again ):
i promise not to but today i did it
cause it was like i conducting den no one was intrested in what im saying la
[first thing first i don't know how to conduct well]
but then my section should understand me the ma they know that i'm one crazy senior & like to be entertain
after 苏北风情 that 3 songs 我就没有心情 continue le so i thought letting sihao to conduct the section will be better but hell knows nobody wants to take his words also then was like everything is messy!!
so i let them break for 5 mins
in that 5 mins i did alot of things
send things to yuan geok having chats with sihao & kana
then for bout more then 5 mins le i ask them back to let sihao continue with that song
i shhhhh for don't know how long they still hc so i shout out "自己练"
some were really practing then some were talking then i really HC le
i told my whole section a joke before break after that 5 min break
"为什么周杰伦叫周懂？"
i told them my answer & they sian diao
hahas
actually it suppose to be a cold joke
the main thing is that ii don't know why my ASL was moody only until someone's return
then i was like why like that la??
ARGHH!!
CMI le la ):

IM BORED!!!!
boonyun fly to china le..haiz
miss her derh lor
9 more days to her return man
tmr..ltr in the morning there will be CO & w/o zaiyuan i wonder how am i going to cope with such a big section with little cooperation
sadded
STRINGS JIAYOUS!!
&& tks John

DEBBIE!!!! thank me for helping you do ur blog!!! hahaha!! ((:
you can remove this post if you want to.
just trying out the posts. haha ((:

j0hN'

only for the previous blog skin for the current one i did it myself
hahas

debbie'